It's been a while

Greetings.

It's been a long while since the last time I came and decided to relay my thoughts to the outside world. To say the least...a lot has been going on.
My husband hates his job and wants to quit. I keep telling him to just get it over with and give his boss the shaft...but he obviously has more respect for his boss than I do.
The holidays are here. Whoop de frickin do. I guess the one thing that I get to jump around about is that my mom and step-dad are taking us to Cabo San Lucas here in a couple of weeks! I've never been outside of the country (that is, unless you count Canada...I don't) until now, so it should be quite an interesting ride, let me tell ya! Supposedly we have some nice suites that we'll be staying in and our hotel is located right on the swimming beach. My guess is that it's going to be busy as hell. (Considering it's the holiday season) My step-dad can't stand waiting in lines and what not, so hopefully patience will be applied to all activities we'll be accomplishing while on the trip and all will be well.
Honestly, I don't know why I said that there's a lot that's been going on...I guess it just seems that way when it's been a while. I really don't have that much to say other than I wish I was at home doing nothing! Ta ta for now!

Re-coop

-Hello again- Yes...I went to WalMart when I got off work. You know, it wasn't really THAT bad...I got there shortly after 4:45 and acted like I was on a mission to die for. I had my list, on paper and in my head, which really helped me get through it all in damn near record time. Surprisingly, we didn't go over the $400.00 mark, which I was SURE we were going to cross.
When we both got home, Marcus was pulling up in his dirtbike to work on his entertainment center that KYLE said he could work on in OUR garage. I am so incredibly ready for an entire week where I do absolutley nothing after work...I'd eat of course, but NOTHING after that. I am just feeling so tired.
Well after a couple beers and realizing that I was sick of smoking cigarettes for the day, I went inside and finished a square of my blanket that I've been crocheting for the past couple of weeks. I felt somewhat accomplished, but started on yet another square, which I hope to finish within the next decade.
SO, here I am at work again. I bet my day will go well, really; it always does...I just need to be thankful for such a wonderful job amidst a bunch of low-paying ones where I'd be working with slackers. Laterz gaterz...

Long night

Greetings. I went home at my normal time of 4:30 yesterday afternoon, picked myself up some Coors, Bacardi Watermelon crap and some pizzas. I sat down and was watching that miniseries "Storm of the Century" and surprisingly it was quite captivating. Sure enough, the phone rang and it was a friend of mine. Well, she ended up coming over (not getting there until 9:30 at night) and didn't leave until 11:30! So I didn't get much sleep on top of the fact that I was uncomfortable the entire night, I had a headache and then woke up to the effects of a migrane. Woo hoo. (Note to anyone who doesn't like sweet drinks but gives them a try anyway: DO NOT BUY BACARDI WATERMELON (those spritzer type deals) they really suck.)
So here I am, it's 7:47, a mere 6 or 7 hours since I went to bed; at work getting ready for another wonderful day! (Sarcasm was supposed to be added into that last sentence, add where needed.) I have to start some filing for this guy Jim that I work with...he's been on my ass about it for over a month now. On top of that, I have normal filing that I have to do which requires me to stress out trying to find the folder and where the stuff actually goes within the folder... I've begun to ramble. Maybe I'll have more later.
Lastly...going to WalMart tonight. We have no groceries and it's time to get food. GREAT. (Though it will be nice to have something to eat at home for a while...) Toodles.

The Beginning

Today as I write this I am sitting here in my chair at work. I have Subway to my left along with lemonade and Lays BBQ chips. So much for my idea of losing weight...
Last week Weight Watchers came to work. (Yeah, they actually employ people to come to YOUR place of employment to tell you how you need to change. Then once the hour is over, it's back to eating burriots and brownies baby.) It was quite interesting sitting in our conference room watching all sorts of people walk in with this shameful look on their face. Ah, get over it. No one's judging you...trust me. We judge ourselves all the time and that's already enough work for the lot of us.
After realizing that I've already consumed more than 1000 calories with my Subway feast...I've decided to toss the rest away. Can you hear the crumpling of the thin paper they use to wrap your sandwich? (Question: Who decided that I wanted my sandwich wrapped like that, sometimes it's quite loud if someone's trying to watch TV....here you are crumpling and making noise with your Subway wrappings...sweet.) The Subway is gone...at least from my desk. The last quarter of the sandwich now resides in my trash can that someone cleans out every night for me...
Well, it's a Monday. That means that I have four more days on top of today...just sitting here in front of this computer dulling my mind into a deep state of numbness. I have a great job...but it's categorized into a "great job" by those that don't have my job.
If I could do anything I would open up a "Made in Montana" store. A store where all sorts of creative people from all over the community can come and consign their products in my store to sell them to tourists and people who are proud of our community and state. I think it'd be a smashing idea (It's copywrited by the way...don't try to steal my idea asshole...) and I know that with my creative abilities, it has the possibilty of turning into something worth mine and the communities time.
Enough for now...I have to actually work. Been putting a reconciliation deal off for about a week now and the paranoia and guilt are beginning to coarse through my veins. Ta-ta for now!